Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Spiritual Social Media

Even clicking "like" is a failure today. 
Not even enough of life to crawl into a hole.
Emerging stars chase clouds away.
Pattering rain tickles lake surface soul.
Arthritic fingers air dance circling
Beside my heart center flutters.
Dendrites, synapses firing
Lost memories with foggy shutters.
Shallow breathing might ease
Radiating sneaky demanding pain.
Saddened by what others see
My imagination images hope to regain
Mercy. 
When death seems healing like
Dissipation of atomic expression,
Music becomes an air strike
Bombing attempts of sensation integration.
Lighting becoming lightning,
Sharp, piercing, washing out
Feeble prayers enticing,
Pleading about
Grace.

Angel Action October 22 2014



(CarolAnn Edscorn, MS., Jaffrey, NH October 22, 2014)

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Awkward

Letting go
Embracing

Releasing
Including

Freeing
Hugging

Living
Sobbing

Choosing
Laughing

Letting go
Embracing

Independent
Alone
Family

Sleeping dreaming hoping
Thinking

Opposites
Similarities
Awareness

Why does the cat shed so much?

CarolAnn Edscorn
October 18, 2014
Jaffrey New Hampshire)
Patches 2007



Monday, October 6, 2014

Fighting Anger/Fear

How sad to be alone;
No it's not because
Sad is loss without
Joy.
Joy is everywhere
Only needs a wisp a whisper
A tickle of thought
A glance at color;
How sad to be lonely
Yes it is because
Lonely is loss without
Contact
Connection
Community 
Communion
And only needs a wisp a whisper
A tickle of thought
A dance with color
We are made of Star
Molecules-

Joy Energy

(CarolAnn Edscorn - Jaffrey NH - May 6, 2014)

Sensory Delighting: Living life as a Child

Hum.
Press tree bark,
finger deep green ferns;
light sparkles through leaves!
Peek out, sneak out, breathe out
and in, smelling alive
moss, sapling, pine.
Diamond white yellow light
interplay with emerald, olive, jade,
auburn, russet, dirt earth scents.
Before words, 
knowing Divine Love,
blessings, hope.
Praying now to
remember 
and live

as a child.

(CarolAnn Edscorn - Jaffrey, NH - July 2, 2014)

Holey Holy Wholey












Are there two of me
Inner prismatic light
Gentle wind-chiming music
Wafting inside
Real to me
Yet the Others
Perceive otherness
In me from me
Making me what
Who I am
Not
A robot, an Alien,
A calculating computer
Brilliant brain without
heart?
Singing I smile
Moving quick bouncing
Inside graceful dancing
The Others see me
Still
Frozen
Lost I am
Not
Can I meld outside
And inside?
Should I?
Maybe my colors and
Music are mine for
A Reason
Redeeming Grace
( CarolAnn Edscorn - Jaffrey, New Hampshire - October 2, 2010)

SPONTANEOUS PLANNING


Birthing children
Creating family
Destroys spontaneity
Which ironically is
Required
When one has children
Planning chaos
Chaotic planning
Spontaneous grocery shopping
Meals needing planning
What is next, next, next
Spontaneous nap
during
Planned television show
Planned basketball practice
Evolving spontaneous
Snowball fight
AH yes












(CarolAnn Edscorn - Jaffrey, New Hampshire - October 30, 2010)

Friday, October 3, 2014

Kitty Paws Pressure Changes

Little kitty, sleek soft cat,
Little paws, sharp claws
Yet purring
Pushing your face
Into my face
Demanding rubbing, scratching
Behind your ears

You climb my shoulder
You commandeer my lap
You own my computer
My book
Wee, little paws
On a wee, little kitty

Not light of foot
You thunder onto me
Nudging for love
Each paw a weight
You are here

You are present
A presence insisting
Persisting
Purring to distract me
From the intense pain

Of your wee, little paws

(CarolAnn EdscornMS - JaffreyNH - October 3, 2014)